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> > Your illness can't be that life threatening if you can
> > manage to post on a forum. If death truly is on the
> > horizon (fingers crossed) then surely you'd be better
> > doing something more productive than posting a load of
> > bullshit. Perhaps visiting a coffin-shop or crematorium
> > would be a better use of your time.
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> Several years ago I did contact a mortuary to purchase
> advanced arrangements, but I found that I didn't have the
> ability to pay. I've been physically debilitated for seven
> years, considerably moreso now since my July 7th heart
> attack, and though I should see a Cardiologist, access to
> one in the fractured health system is difficult. And I am
> functioning right now with the aid of medication.
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> I don't have to be very far from deaths' door to post
> about Jim Cypherd.
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What I mean by that is more akin to motivation than actual, so obviously I would not, as you have seen when I had the heart attack I took leave for several days and did keep my posts brief. In fact, when I had my first heart attack, and I have mentioned this before, I had to stop my emails to Jim Cypherd for a full five weeks, and that was five weeks of interruption of a very important set of issues we were dealing with. At the end of the five weeks, I picked up exactly at the point where we had left off.
If someone has never had any condition such as mine, and most people have not, they cannot know the effects. I do not have artery issues where a stint or a bypass would do some good, this is more inherent to the heart itself, and my heart has something wrong with it but I do not know what. Because it is not a sprain to an ankle, one could be a little bit circumspect as to the severity of the nature of a disease, and the vulnerability of the organ in question.
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