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Open Up My Heart and I'll Show You My Love

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Vin 02:50 am UTC 02/19/10

I started writing this on the train home from work last week after Meat broke the news. And posting it - okay, maybe just writing it at all - may be a tasteless faux pas of Meat Loavian proportions. But fuck it. Jim inspired it, and it comes from a very respectful place, so here it is.


Open Up My Heart and I’ll Show You My Love

I’m not sure which is colder
The scalpel or the surgeon’s touch
He assures me that I shouldn’t feel a thing
And that’s exactly what I’ve felt
Since the day that you walked out
To have you at my bedside now is years of dreams come true

Oh, its not the anesthesia talking
Everything’s gone dark except for you!

And just like old times
You come to me when you know that I’m alone
And just like old times
When the porchlight fades you kindly guide me home

But you said you never witnessed
All the things you needed to see
The deepest parts that make a man
I kept locked inside of me
So tonight I make it up to you, I’m laying myself bare
With some help from modern medicine,
A dice roll, and a gamble on a prayer

Open me up! Open me up!
Spread my ribcage wide until you’re sure you’ve seen enough
Don’t look away! Don’t look away!
I swear the nausea’s fleeting, babe, but I need you to stay
So open me up! Open me up!
Open up my heart and I will show you my love

Hey I think I see an angel
I didn’t know I’d closed my eyes
But there’s my parents beckoning to me
And I miss them and I’m tired
Am I still the same old child?
Still scared of what’s beneath the bed and what the closet light may show

Aw, but I’m brave enough to face this truth
If you are here there’s no way I can go!

And maybe next time
It’ll all work out because you’ll know the man I’ve been
If there’s a next time
You’ll be privy to all the things I keep within

And if I ever hold you
Like I did when we were young
You’ll understand its all for you
This man that I’ve become
Because tonight I’m on display for you
Let’s settle up the score
So look real close, but fair is fair
I’ll show you mine if you show me yours

Open me up! Open me up!
Crack this sucker wide until you’ve seen more than enough
Don’t look away! Don’t look away!
Nausea never kills you, babe, but I’m doomed if you don’t stay
So open me up! Yeah, open me up!
Open up my heart and I will show you my love

(Open up my heart!)

I’ll turn my insides out for you
Show you all there is to see
The good, the bad and the gore

(Open up my heart!)

And I swear to God if I pull through
Well then the future’s just what it used to be
And there’ll be no damned “if onlys” anymore!

So open up my heart
Its not my favorite organ
Just the one I need the most
And its only time until I rise, and reach, and pull you close
And you’ll know how much you mean to me
How much you’ll always mean to me
Because I’ll open up my heart and I will show you my love




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