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Klasien 03:17 pm UTC 01/11/12 |
| In reply to: | re: an apology to Jim - no reply required - Rakae 01:25 pm UTC 01/11/12 |
> Yeaaaaah... > > If you want to get on Jim's good side, I get the very > distinct feeling growing up won't get you anywhere. I know... but then... I don't have to live with Jim... I do have to live with myself... and that is what matters! > > True, your original comment could be read as an insult. > But it's also true Jim wouldn't be horribly offended by > it. Don't really care... just bugged me that I would say something like that... > > It's also true that if you feel you need to apologise > publically you should. And if people don't understand why, > it doesn't matter because it was for your own purposes - > it wasn't even for others to read anyway. Indeed. > > You're fine. Don't be nice to measure up to society. Be > who you are. Thanks. I do not try to measure up to society... but I do have to measure up to the expectations I have of myself... and this was simply beneath me. > > ... And NEVER grow up! Oh don't worry... there's enough brat left in me for all of us! :) > > Rakae > -K- Warning: may contain traces of bitch > > :) > > Guess that makes me a better person??? > > Nah, just kidding... I'm just as twisted as the next > > girl... (but at least I know it) > > > > Conas, I have been here since the 90's, when the board was > > just a mailing list... and have posted and read my share > > of shameful comments... the fact that others have said > > worse, well, that's just not good enough a reason to say > > things that are hurtful. > > > > When it comes to being Steinmaniacs... Left in the Dark is > > probably the one thing we can count on being??? > > Though when I remember how much light was shed on my > > Darkness by his music... > > > > For me... I suppose it is time to let go of my feelings of > > entitlement. When it comes to Jim, I'll take what I can > > get... whenever I can get it. Even if that means waiting > > days, weeks, months or years for another political rant > > and/or baseball rave... Hell, I'd probably drool over his > > shopping list LOL! > > > > I know, it all sounds very sticky-gooey and > > goody-goody... > > but I guess this is the growing up I have to do... > > > > I have spent 33 years wondering who I am... and whether > > the way I was treated defined me... (If just about > > everyone in your life treats you as trash... does that > > mean you are???) > > I have finally decided it DOESN'T define me AT ALL!!! > > I am who I say I am! I may not be high-class... but I am > > no trash either! > > > > For me... that means that my words and actions have to > > come from the heart from now on. I have to be able to > > stand behind what I say... regardless of how other people > > will take it... and making comments intended to be > > hurtful... well, that is beneath me! why? because I say > > so. > > > > > > > > -K- > > Warning: may contain traces of bitch. > > > > > > > > > > > Klasien you have been on this board for a long time now. > > > If you have think back to all the insane stuff that was > > > written and put up here during the years, how can you > > > possibly get upset over what you wrote? People have said > > > insulting things about Jim many times, and not only on > > > this board but to his face aswell. Last year I insulted > > > Jim far worse than you ever did, but that was only because > > > I was angry at being given no updated info, and felt the > > > fans were being neglected and kept in the dark about > > > everything. > > > > > > > > > > > yes, dear, > > > > > > > > that no reply thing was meant for you. > > > > > > > > > > > > So what? You've never said or posted anything you wish you > > > > hadn't? > > > > I've had to take a good look at myself lately and decided > > > > I didn't like who I was becoming. But what is done is > > > > done. All I can do is apologize and move on. Time and my > > > > actions will tell whether I can change. > > > > > > > > Or perhaps you guys are right and I simply am an > > > > attention-seeking kid. > > > > > > > > -K- > > > > Warning: may contain traces of bitch. > > > > > > > | |
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