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re: an apology to Jim - no reply required

Posted by:
Klasien 12:33 pm UTC 01/11/12
In reply to: re: an apology to Jim - no reply required - Conas 11:52 am UTC 01/11/12

:)
Guess that makes me a better person???
Nah, just kidding... I'm just as twisted as the next girl... (but at least I know it)

Conas, I have been here since the 90's, when the board was just a mailing list... and have posted and read my share of shameful comments... the fact that others have said worse, well, that's just not good enough a reason to say things that are hurtful.

When it comes to being Steinmaniacs... Left in the Dark is probably the one thing we can count on being???
Though when I remember how much light was shed on my Darkness by his music...

For me... I suppose it is time to let go of my feelings of entitlement. When it comes to Jim, I'll take what I can get... whenever I can get it. Even if that means waiting days, weeks, months or years for another political rant and/or baseball rave... Hell, I'd probably drool over his shopping list LOL!

I know, it all sounds very sticky-gooey and goody-goody...
but I guess this is the growing up I have to do...

I have spent 33 years wondering who I am... and whether the way I was treated defined me... (If just about everyone in your life treats you as trash... does that mean you are???)
I have finally decided it DOESN'T define me AT ALL!!!
I am who I say I am! I may not be high-class... but I am no trash either!

For me... that means that my words and actions have to come from the heart from now on. I have to be able to stand behind what I say... regardless of how other people will take it... and making comments intended to be hurtful... well, that is beneath me! why? because I say so.



-K-
Warning: may contain traces of bitch.




> Klasien you have been on this board for a long time now.
> If you have think back to all the insane stuff that was
> written and put up here during the years, how can you
> possibly get upset over what you wrote? People have said
> insulting things about Jim many times, and not only on
> this board but to his face aswell. Last year I insulted
> Jim far worse than you ever did, but that was only because
> I was angry at being given no updated info, and felt the
> fans were being neglected and kept in the dark about
> everything.
>
> >
> > yes, dear,
> >
> > that no reply thing was meant for you.
> >
> >
> > So what? You've never said or posted anything you wish you
> > hadn't?
> > I've had to take a good look at myself lately and decided
> > I didn't like who I was becoming. But what is done is
> > done. All I can do is apologize and move on. Time and my
> > actions will tell whether I can change.
> >
> > Or perhaps you guys are right and I simply am an
> > attention-seeking kid.
> >
> > -K-
> > Warning: may contain traces of bitch.
> >
>


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